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Journal Entry: Wed Nov 18, 2009, 11:12 AM

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Taming Your Gremlin...?


I've started reading this book I found while I was cleaning the living room yesterday. It's call Taming Your Gremlin. It's all about how to basically self-counsel yourself to be able to drive away negative thoughts and enjoy your life more. Which is kind of cool since my therapist, Amanda, and I just went over all the negative ways I can think. So I believe this will maybe help me stop thinking in those negative ways and lead me on the road that doesn't involve my depression. YAY!
As for updates, there really aren't that many. Still not going to school, but still reading in my text books I have here. I'm trying to look for an online school, but you either have to be 16 or you have to have taken certain classes already. =.= I was also thinking about officially dropping out and in 6 months take my GED test and go straight to college, but idk... It kinda ruins my chances of getting into some colleges. So if worst comes to worst, I just have to wait a little over a month to get into an online program (turn 16 on December 24).
Speaking of next month, I've decided to post a wishlist for gifts I want for my birthday/Christmas. I don't expect anyone to really get me anything, but maybe my couple of friends I know in real life and my family will see it *coughcough*. lol. Anywho, here it goes.

Money =D
Wacom Intuos4 Medium tablet
Nikon D60 (including memory card, bag, etc.)
Photoshop/SAI/some other program to work on digital art
Clothes from my wishlist on Aeropostal
Sketchbooks
Inking pens
Color pencils (not Prismacolor though because they're too soft; something a little more firm)
New printer/scanner
Stuffed animals! lol
Artwork of any of my characters (I have quite a few that don't have refs on here, so if you want more info, note me)
Short stories of any of my characters (see above)
New icon
New journal skin
Prints or commissions of my choosing (like which artist or whatnot)
Anything else really. lol. I love all presents. :heart:

Well, I think that's all. Oh, and requests are still open. 3 more slots left. Have started practice sketches of the ones I have now, and will start working on the real things soon. Don't know how I'm gunna post it, but I'll find a way. LOVE YOU ALL! :heart: :hug:

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:bulletpurple: ArtTrades – open
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:bulletpurple: Commissons - open

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REQUEST LINE UP (REQUESTS ARE OPEN!!!)
1. :iconsliverfang48:- Neko -- Have started sketching
2. :icontyrant-of-badab:- Kira -- Have started sketching
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  • Mood: Insecure
  • Listening to: The clicking of my keyboard
  • Reading: Taming Your Gremlin
  • Watching: My mood icon
  • Playing: With my emotions
  • Eating: Nothing, but starving...
  • Drinking: Nothing, but really thirsty...
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Hey. I'm CDarkheart, but you can call me CD. I will not give out my name unless I really know you or feel comfortable with you. I love photography and will probably have a career with it. If not, then I wish to become a therapist for teens (don't comment on the irony). I love drawing as well. I try to draw once a day to work on my anatomy and what-not. I like to write, but have strayed from it. My favorite color is purple (but not that girly purple; I like the darker purples). I love wolves. No, this is not recent. I've loved them since I was a little girl when my dad told me he, his brothers, and my grandfather raced Huskies. I have 2 cats, Kumo and Tanso, and a micro-dog, Mollie. My friends mean the world to me, so don't mess with them. I love my family and wish I could see them more. I love the cold and hate the heat. My favorite time is midnight. Put me in front of a good movie with some popcorn and hot chocolate or coffee and I'm a happy camper. I hate the way I look. I can't go ANYWHERE without some form of makeup. I'm a pretty easy-going kind of girl. Daydreaming is one of my biggest hobbies. I'm deathly terrified of heights and being alone. Darkness is my constant companion. My shadow is the only one who truly understands me. And I believe that's it. If you have any other questions, feel free to ask. I love talking to people. :heart:

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Why do you want to know? STALKER!!!
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: Don't buy
  • Print preference: Don't buy
  • Interests: Reading, singing, drawing, writing, anime, painting, my friends, my bf <3, and of course wolves
  • Favourite movie: RENT, Slumdog Millionair, The Notebook, Phantom of the Opera
  • Favourite band or musician: Muse, Nickleback, Three Days Grace, Family Force 5, and a bunch more
  • Favourite genre of music: Anything but Rap...
  • Favourite artist: Everyone
  • Favourite poet or writer: E. A. Poe, Shakespeare
  • Favourite photographer: My dad, my grandfather, and me
  • Favourite style of art: Traditional, Anime/Manga
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • MP3 player of choice: I have an iPod, but Zunes are better
  • Favourite game: Halo 3
  • Favourite gaming platform: XBox 360
  • Favourite cartoon character: Kiba and his pack.
  • Personal Quote: It's not in the stars to hold our own destiny, but in ourselves.
  • Tools of the Trade: My hands, paper, and a pencil/pen/paintbrush

Have you ever felt like you weren't loved when everyone around you says they're there for you? 

57%
4 deviants said YEA! =[
29%
2 deviants said Sometimes
14%
1 deviant said Not really
0%
No deviants said No
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=Ferelwing Nov 13, 2009, 10:19:50 AM
:huggle: Thank you so very much for taking the time to look at my work and add it to your favorites hon! :love: It really means a lot to me!

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****:meditate: *Oogway: Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift. That is why it is called the present. ":meditate:***
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=CDarkheart Nov 13, 2009, 11:38:13 AM
You're very welcome. And thank you so much for the favorites. :heart:

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We say we love flowers yet we pluck them. We say we love trees yet we cut them down. And people still wonder why some are afriad when told they are loved.
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=Ferelwing Nov 13, 2009, 9:45:57 PM
:huggle: It was entirely my pleasure hon! I always enjoy checking out new galleries.

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****:meditate: *Oogway: Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift. That is why it is called the present. ":meditate:***
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~Tyrant-of-Badab Nov 13, 2009, 8:46:31 AM
1. Who are you?
David Thoms


2. Are we friends?
Yes, I am inclined to think so :)


3. When and how did we meet?
During the summer on myyearbook


4. How have I affected you?
You have allowed me to see the world from someone else's eyes, and given me another friend :)


5. What do you think of me?
I think you are a good friend who i would like to meet in real life


6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
:worship: :cheese:


7. How long do you think we will be friends?
Until the End of Days!


8. Do you love me?
As a friend


9. Do you have a crush on me?
maybe ;) lol


10. Would you kiss me?
if you wanted me to


11. Would you hug me?
Yes!


12. Physically, what stands out?
i dont know, unfortunetly


13. Emotionally, what stands out?
Your a very sad person who needs support, which im always happy to give


14. Do you wish I was cooler?
naw, your awesome as you are


15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
idk 7? 8?


16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
The :cheese: master lol you know why


17. Am I lovable?
Yes!


18. How long have you known me?
since the summer


19. Describe me in one word.
Creative


20. What was your first impression?
You were a sad girl who needed some support :)


21. Do you still think that way about me now?
Unfortunetly, i think so :(


22. What do you think my weakness is?
Bieng to trusting(you said so yourself)


23. Do you think I'll get married?
Of course you will :)


24. What makes me happy?
I dont really know...A Guy who loves you for who you are?


25. What makes me sad?
Bieng betrayed...i cant really know,


26. What reminds you of me?
el queso, the coyotes that howl at night


27. If you could give me anything what would it be? My most sincere love and support :)



28. How well do you know me?
I dont really know...well, i hope


29. When's the last time you saw me?
i never have, though i would like to


30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
no...I'm an open person


31. Do you think I could kill someone?
Maybe lol


32. Are you going to put this on your deviant journal and see what I say about you? I already have :)

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"One more soldier reporting. I've served my time in Hell."'
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=CDarkheart Nov 13, 2009, 9:54:00 AM
Haha. Thank you. =]

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We say we love flowers yet we pluck them. We say we love trees yet we cut them down. And people still wonder why some are afriad when told they are loved.
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~Tyrant-of-Badab Nov 13, 2009, 9:55:13 AM
your welcome :hug:

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'And when he gets to heaven, to St. Peter he will tell,
"One more soldier reporting. I've served my time in Hell."'
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~Jules-1990 Nov 13, 2009, 5:29:07 AM
Thank you for the fave!!
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=CDarkheart Nov 13, 2009, 6:47:23 AM
You're welcome =]

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We say we love flowers yet we pluck them. We say we love trees yet we cut them down. And people still wonder why some are afriad when told they are loved.
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*AinaShadox Nov 10, 2009, 9:33:47 AM
Thankies for the fav and watch :iconlovewhiteplz:

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=CDarkheart Nov 10, 2009, 9:53:18 AM
You're very welcome :heart:

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We say we love flowers yet we pluck them. We say we love trees yet we cut them down. And people still wonder why some are afriad when told they are loved.
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